Love Box

We had reached our 5th Monthsary.. And Im really happy with it. We managed to get through problems, one by one.
Eventhough we have misunderstanding sometimes, deeply inside me, you're still the best. And I TRULY LOVE YOUU. =))

Awak puase penuh tau! Don't curik2 makan kat dapur ye? I Miss You A lot! See you tmr! Buke same2.! hee..

Much Love,
GabriellezaHaziqambeng

LOVE ME;
12:58:00 AM

CRYING CRYING CRYING CRYING CRYING CRYING

ALONE ALONE ALONE ALONE ALONE ALONE ALONE

BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED

HE DIDN'T CARE HE DIDN'T CARE HE DIDN'T CARE

Hais. Mother Tounge O level had ended. i was supposed to follow my family to Malaysia but i refused to follow as i was tired. And the main reason behind it was because i want to talk to you. Or rather, meet you. So i top-up you mobile phone prepaid. But in the end, when i messaged you, you replied me with with short answer. Is it because you're not happy? Or irritated? Or something else? That you ignore me here? You know that i'm alone. But i'm not too sure whether you know that i miss you or not. My fault. I know. That's why i'm not texting you. You said that you wanted to save your prepaid. Hais. Nevermind. Maybe i'm just not useful at all. Only through this way i can let out m feelings a lil' bit.

Im bored. So i went to your profile and read your previous posts. Im down reading those sweet words and all. But i couldn't do anything. Maybe this is the meaning of love. Approach her/him only when in need? Is it? Maybe for you thats the meaning of LOVE. OK. In one of your posts, you said that she always went out with her friend and family and do not have time for you. But. Isn't that what you are doing now are the same thing? You said that you do not want me to follow my family. And i listen to you. I've tried. But, is that the kind of repay that im receiving? Hais. Nevermind. I'll continue to pray for your happiness.

Take Care,
love

LOVE ME;
1:57:00 AM

currently at jb.
sorry dear that i was unable to online yesterday night as my sis was using it.
i waited for my turn............sampai tertido! haha
my sis really use it for almost the whole night. missing her guy. for sure.
ahha
but now. im online, waiting for you..
i guess you're on the way back home, no internet connection or busy.
it's ok yaw. =D
but if you are reading this.
please remember yaw.
IMISSYOUSOMUCH! =D

i'll be back on sunday morning. sobsob.
hopefully i'll be able to meet you n sunday for the dayout.
sorry for not being able to join you all to Bugis today.
especially to Boboi. all the best of luck to you Boi.
i'll try to online tonight. but if i can't sorry once again.
OPPSS!! i mean MAAF. =P

&& GUESS WHAT!
I haven't bathe yet. haha
bie.. you don't pikiran2 lagi ok.
please! =D ILYSDFM!

take care dear.. i'll sleep early yaw. so time pass very fast. hahah.
i'll wait for you and you'll wait for me.
DO EAT ok!

Love
; GABRIELLEZA

LOVE ME;
7:38:00 PM

dear.. i've just read your blog.. =(
im sorry for the misunderstandings. but seriously i didnt take it as a fought or what.

LOVE ME;
9:39:00 PM

yesterday he called me when i was going to shop something.

i didnt regonise the number.

i thought of answering it but my finger just clicked on the green button.

when i answered, i felt something's fishy.

the voice. the words.

i thought someone is playing prank on me.

but i was totally wrong!

it was HIM!
=')

he called me from batam using his dad's phone.

i was F happy lah siot! speechless!

ifmisshisvoice!

then at 12am++ recieve a call. and it was him.!

i slept at 9.30pm++

BUT i think that my love and wait was really great that i tend to be awakened by those feelings

and it was really right on time.

i was awake at the time when he called me.

my phone was set silent mode.

HOW GREAT WAS THAT FEELINGS WERE.

he told me that today he'll be back for a while but around 9pm++

so i told my mum that i'll be back late tonight as i'll be meeting him.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS MOMENT!!!

while waiting for him i'll be hanging around with his friends.

i don't care if our meet will be short, but at least i'm able to see him.

when he's back on friday,

by that time, i've already be going out to JB and be back the day after.

so the only day we can really meet is on sunday at least, hopefully.

i'll do anything for you dear..

i'll wait for your return.. i'll be waiting here with your friends..

LOVE

; Gabrielleza

LOVE ME;
8:21:00 PM

to you sweetiepie.

i've read some of your posts.

im sorry if you feel that im a snatcher.

'terasa'. seriously. but frankly speaking, i don't know that he's yours.

if you have read my previous posts.

you know when i started talking to him.

sorry if the time i talked to him clashes with the time you'r with him.

there's nothing that i can say.

i can't and won't ask you to stop loving him.

everyone deserve to love someone and to be loved.

as a girl i do respect you. you're much more stronger than me infact.

seriously.

but i hope friendship bond won't be broken just like that. please.

you may ask wieya how do i work if you want.

im really looking foward in meeting you soon girl.

p/s: i envy you!!! haha. jambu lah you. iloveyourdimple! grr.. tak bedek. =D

LOVE ME;
3:21:00 AM

today, he left me at 11:33am

he went out for holiday with his family.

im glad to he that he's going for holiday but im still down as he'll be away for 5 days.

me myself will be going to jb for 2 days; friday and saturday

hais.

the only time we can meet this week is on sunday.

sad isn't it?! =(

i just can't explain how i can survive without him.

no beeps of phone, no ring of calls, no pop-ups of msn.

my box just seemed empty so cold, empty.

it's like as if im all alone in my own world doing nothing.

mylifeisuselessplain.

no one to joke around with.

no one to fulfill my life with joy and laughter.

the one that i truly love, truly miss is not here. =(

even when he' not here, when i went to wodlands mart with my mum and little brothers,

i talked about him to my mum.

when i've reached home,

i cried like hell! ='(

this is what happens when the one i love are not here by my side.

i'm happy but sad at the same time.

happy as he's going for holiday which will relax his mind out of those problems.

but i'll be here waiting for his return, all alone.

i know i will suffer without him.

but the only thing i can do is to pray that he'll go and be back safely.

this is when i really want the time to pass faster than quickly.

hais.

dear.. if you're reading this, please do eat and enjoy yourself there.

do not need to think much about anything that is happening here.

i'll be alright. as i've promised to myself and you.

there is no other guys except you.

TRUST ME. ONE&ONLY YOU.

saya akan nantikan kepulanganmu sayang..

LOVE ME;
2:37:00 AM

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12.45am
this is the day when it all started officially.
it was just unexpected that it really happens.
love starts to bloom when our first met, 180210
it just happened so quickly that i couldn't realised that it was getting stronger

webcaming with love

we start to webcam and talk nonsense with each other eventhough i just knew him.
i get more comfortable talking and joke around with him as i can see that he's also the 'merepek' type.
haha
we webcam and wanna know what!!
HE SANG FOR ME!
actually he refused to but at last. he still did.
and gosh!
his voice. makes me MELT
but after he sang for me, he send me a link of a song.
and h asked me to sing him that song
which I HAD NO IDEA ON WHAT SONG IT IS
i tried my best to memorise the song.
he asked me to practice and sing for him when he's back from his shower.
my heart was pounding like hell! gosh!
haha
then when he's back. FUH.
he's so cute, fresh, handsome, i dont know how to describe he's cuteness and all.
haha
i thought he didnt remember about the song thingy. but... he did. -.-"
haha
but i tried a lil bit only. NOT CONFIDENT AT ALL
gosh. haha
then.. he had to go off to meet his friends =(
i was down when he had to go. but. im fine though.
.....................................................................................................................................................................

On our first meet, 180210

i met him at his house area with his friends and all.
i was not confident that i can get along with his friends.
we went to boboi's block.
lepak-ing. till night. that was when i directly meet him straight after school.
keyra, boboi, wal, nad, nash was there too.
then we blablabla.
BUT~! he asked me to sing. gosh. i was damn F** SHY!!
i felt like someone was straggling me when i want to sing
gosh. haha
then when i was singing. his eyes turns out as if it gonna pop out anytime. haha
he was shocked because of my voice. and i was too. but about his cuteness reaction. gosh!!
=D
then blablabla... sing sing sing....
at last, i gotta go back home.
&& he send me back home. awwww......................
i was fuckin' touched. seriously.
this is one of the time when i really fell for him. but had not confessed it yet.
cuz it may be too early.
then i salam him before going up the lift.

One of the day when we meet

we lepak as per normal but i do my homework too.
keyra, nash, lalat, jib and black was thee too. but some of them need to go off early.
and at night, only haziq, me and keyra left.
keyra was lyying down on one bench while me and haziq was sitting on the opposite bench.
few minutes later, haziq was too tired as he did not get enough sleep the day before.
so i let him to lie his head down on my leg.
i felt so love at that moment actually. ahha
ok back.
erm. then i played with his hair, hand, guitar and cigarette .
i was playing with his cigarette when it fell into the guitar hole.
keyra and haziq was damn shocked. haha. their facial expression was damn cute.
ahha
okok... but then.. i just slip my hand into the hole and pick up the cigarette. like no one business.
haha
they were shocked that my hand was as slim as a foolscap paper. haha
then soon, it was keyra turn to go off.
we said goodbye to her and remain in that position.
then soon..
our lips started to type out all the love words, confessions.
gosh.
then blablabla.... he was damn happe and glad. and i felt the same way too.
awwwwww..........
BUT I DID A MISTAKE.
I WENT TO SAY OUT ANOTHER PERSON'S NAME
which was hafiz
he was damn pissed off.
i can really see that.
i felt so guilty. but seriously I DIDN'T REALISED or MEANT IT AT ALL DEAR.
im truly sorry.
maybe my tongue was too short that it just stopped half way through. hehe
my heart was pounding fast as when i saw crystals of sadness flows down his cheek.
i felt like crying but i just can show it out.
i'm only able t cry inside. and seriously i can really feel it inside. the sadness and guiltiness.
sobsob. and gosh.
naturally, i kissed his forehead.
i thought it would stop him from being more sad.
but THE CRYSTALS FORMED WAS IMPOVING TO WORSE.
omg.
i was blank!
hais. but.
when he was chilling down he confessed that the tears was both joy and sadness. i was happy partially only.
i tried to comfort him as much as i can eventhough i am smaller than him. really..
haha
at last. we was going fine.

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as usual it was like our daily routine to meet. haha.
we lepak and do my homework at the sametime with his friends at pondok darah.
then blablablablablablabla...........
after that at night, when everyne had went back home, only left me ad him.
it was 11pm ++
i was late. then i recieved call from my mum.
so i tell her where i am and she said that she gonna fetch me
and you wanna know what!
he's facial expression changed! cramp.
mixture of shy plus afraid.
haha
DAMN FUCKIN' CUTE i tell you. gosh!
ahha
erm okok.
then we waited and waited and at last, my parents reached. my mum get out of the car to see where i am. so i went to her and salam.
haziq was behind walking like a zombie. haha. damn cute. seriously.
he was afraid and shy.
ahha
i tell my mum that this was the haziq that i've talked about.
then she smiled. but haziq still....................the same. reaction-less. hahaha
then blablabla.
at night the talked on the phone.
we confessed our love once again. and my and my mountain of sorry's for him beacause of my stupid mouth about our previous incident.
then we talktalktalk until one moment....

he proposed me.
AWWWWWWWWWWW.............
that happened on the 080310 at 12.45am
i was damn fuckin' HAPPY LAH SIOT.
ahahahah

now.....i really wish and hope he will be my last.
i really damn love him.
and i really do.

p/s: sayang... if you're reading this... with my whole heartedly i want to seek for apologise. sorry for all my harsh words and misunderstanding. but just want you to know that i've never had a black idea or bad impression about you. and i just want you to know that...

I LOVE YOU DEAR

GABRIELLEZA LOVE HAZIQAMBENG!
080310

LOVE ME;
4:15:00 AM

hey yaw!
long time didn't blog. gosh!
because of the previous relationship problem. hais.

LOVE ME;
2:46:00 AM

RAHSIA SEORANG WANITA

1. Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih,tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata,itu bermakna dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya.

2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas kamu menyakiti hatinya,lebih baik kamu beri dia masa untuk menenangkan hatinya semula sebelum kamu menegur dengan ucapan maaf.

3. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang(sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati bila hubungan itu putus di tengah jalan).

4. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan sorang lelaki,lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang keluar dengan lelaki lain.

5. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung tajam ke dalam matanya,dia akan cair seperti coklat!!

6. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu tidak tau macam mana nak menerima pujian.

7. Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang sukakan kamu separuh mati,tolak cintanya dengan lembut,jangan berkasar sebab ada satu semangat dalam diri wanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia dah buat keputusan,dia akan lakukan apa saja.

8. Sekiranya seorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri darimu selepas kamu tolak cintanya,biarkan dia untuk seketika.Sekiranya kamu masih ingin menganggap dia seorang kawan,cubalah tegur dia perlahan-lahan.

9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa.Muzik,puisi, lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka.

10. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang mereka ni langsung tak berguna.

11. Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan mood wanita.

12. Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam diam memberikan respon positif,misalnya menghubunginya melalui telefon,si gadis akan bersikap acuh tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat,tetapi sebaik saja ganggang diletakkan,dia akan menjerit kesukaan dan tak sampai sepuluh minit,semua rakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut.

13. Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi wanita.Jadi jangan senyum sebarangan.

14. Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita,cubalah mulakan dengan persahabatan. Kemudian biarkan dia mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam.

15. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajak keluar,tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak berminat denganmu.

16. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia menghubungimu atau menunggu panggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya.

17. Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang dirasakannya. Tanya dia sendiri!!

18. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan sering tertanya-tanya kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.

19. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang paling romantik untuk memikat hati sorang gadis,cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan menyelak buku-buku cinta.

20. Bila setiap kali gambar kelas keluar,benda pertama yang dicari oleh wanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah hatinya,kemudian barulah dirinya sendiri.

21. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa iaitu di hatinya!!

22. Satu ucapan ‘Hi’ sahaja sudah cukup menceriakan harinya.

23. Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui.

24. Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik dengan mereka semata-mata nak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik.

25. Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa sebarang kompromi.

26. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang cintakan mereka sepenuh hati..

27. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!!

28. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya mengadakan surprise buatnya(hadiah, bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan romantis).Mereka akan rasa terharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai setulus hati.Dengan ini dia tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu.

29. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang ambil berat tentang mereka dan baik terhadapnya. So,kalau nak memikat wanita pandai-pandailah. ..

30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerana apa yang dia mahu hanyalah perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa

LOVE ME;
11:54:00 PM

1. Gunakan seluruh pancaindera

Jodoh adalah perkara yang sudah ditetapkan oleh Tuhan yang maha esa.
Tetapi bagaimana kita hendak mengetahui dia memang ditakdirkan untuk kita?
Tuhan mengurniakan manusia telinga untuk mendengar, mata untuk melihat dan akal untuk berfikir.
Jadi gunakan sebaik-baiknya bagi mengungkapkan rahsia cinta yang ditakdirkan.
Dua manusia yang rasa mereka dapat hidup bersama dan memang dijodohkan pasti memiliki ikatan emosi, spiritual dan fizikal antara keduanya.
Apabila bersama, masing-masing dapat merasai kemanisan cinta dan saling memerlukan antara satu sama lain.
Lalu gerak hati mengatakan, dialah insan yang ditakdirkan untuk bersama.
Benarkah ia seperti yang diperkatakan?

Berikut adalah 10 petanda yang menunjukkan dia adalah jodoh kita.

2. Bersahaja

Kekasih kita itu bersikap bersahaja dan tidak berlakon. Cuba perhatikan cara dia berpakaian, cara percakapan, cara ketawa serta cara makan dan minum. Adakah ia spontan dan tidak dikawal ataupun kelihatan pelik.

Kalau ia nampak kurang selesa dengan gayanya, sah dia sedang berlakon. Kadang-kadang, kita dapat mengesan yang dia sedang berlakon. Tetapi, apabila dia tampil bersahaja dan tidak dibuat-buat, maka dia adalah calon hidup kita yang sesuai. Jika tidak, dia mungkin bukan jodoh kita.

3. Senang bersama

Walaupun kita selalu bersamanya, tidak ada sedikit pun perasaan bosan, jemu ataupun tertekan pada diri kita. Semakin hari semakin sayang kepadanya. Kita sentiasa tenang, gembira dan dia menjadi pengubat kedukaan kita.

Dia juga merasainya. Rasa senang sekali apabila bersama. Apabila berjauhan, terasa sedikit tekanan dan rasa ingin berjumpa dengannya. Tidak kira siang ataupun malam, ketiadaannya terasa sedikit kehilangan.

4. Terima kita seadanya

Apapun kisah silam yang pernah kita lakukan, dia tidak ambil peduli. Mungkin dia tahu perpisahan dengan bekas kekasihnya sebelum ini kita yang mulakan.

Dia juga tidak mengambil kisah siapa kita sebelum ini. Yang penting, siapa kita sekarang. Biarpun dia tahu yang kita pernah mempunyai kekasih sebelumnya, dia tidak ambil hati langsung. Yang dia tahu, kita adalah miliknya kini.

Dia juga sedia berkongsi kisah silamnya. Tidak perlu menyimpan rahsia apabila dia sudah bersedia menjadi pasangan hidup kita.

5. Sentiasa jujur

Dia tidak kisah apa yang kita lakukan asalkan tidak menyalahi hukum hakam agama. Sikap jujur yang dipamerkan menarik hati kita. Kejujuran bukan perkara yang boleh dilakonkan. Kita dapat mengesyaki sesuatu apabila dia menipu kita.

Selagi kejujuran bertakhta di hatinya, kebahagiaan menjadi milik kita. Apabila berjauhan, kejujuran menjadi faktor paling penting bagi suatu hubungan.

Apabila dia tidak jujur, sukar baginya mengelak daripada berlaku curang kepada kita. Apabila dia jujur, semakin hangat lagi hubungan cinta kita. Kejujuran yang disulami dengan kesetiaan membuahkan percintaan yang sejati. Jadi, dialah sebaik-baik pilihan.

6. Percaya Mempercayai

Setiap orang mempunyai rahsia tersendiri. Adakalanya rahsia ini perlu dikongsi supaya dapat mengurangkan beban yang ditanggung.

Apabila kita mempunyai rahsia dan ingin memberitahu kekasih, adakah rahsia kita selamat di tangannya? Bagi mereka yang berjodoh, sifat saling percaya mempercayai antara satu sama lain timbul dari dalam hati nurani mereka.

Mereka rasa selamat apabila memberitahu rahsia-rahsia kepada kekasihnya berbanding rakan-rakan yang lain. Satu lagi, kita tidak berahsia apa pun kepadanya dan kita pasti rahsia kita selamat. Bukti cinta sejati adalah melalui kepercayaan dan kejujuran. Bahagialah individu yang memperoleh kedua-duanya.

7. Senang Bekerjasama

Bagi kita yang inginkan hubungan cinta berjaya dan kekal dalam jangka masa yang panjang, kita dan dia perlu saling bekerjasama melalui hidup ini. Kita dan kekasih perlu memberi kerjasama melakukan suatu perkara sama ada perkara remeh ataupun sukar.

Segala kerja yang dilakukan perlulah ikhlas bagi membantu pasangan dan meringankan tugas masing-masing. Perkara paling penting, kita dan dia dapat melalui semua ini dengan melakukannya bersama-sama.

Kita dan dia juga dapat melakukan semuanya tanpa memerlukan orang lain dan kita senang melakukannya bersama. Ini penting kerana ia mempengaruhi kehidupan kita pada masa hadapan.

Jika tiada kerjasama, sukar bagi kita hidup bersamanya. Ini kerana, kita yang memikul beban tanggungjawab seratus peratus. Bukankah ini menyusahkan?

8. Memahami diri kita

Bagi pasangan yang berjodoh, dia mestilah memahami diri pasangannya. Semasa kita sakit dia bawa ke klinik. Semasa kita berduka, dia menjadi penghibur. Apabila kita mengalami kesusahan, dia menjadi pembantu. Di kala kita sedang berleter, dia menjadi pendengar.

Dia selalu bersama kita dalam sebarang situasi. Tidak kira kita sedang gembira ataupun berduka, dia sentiasa ada untuk kita.

Dia juga bersedia mengalami pasang surut dalam percintaan. Kata orang, ‘lidah sendiri lagikan tergigit, inikan pula suami isteri’. Pepatah ini juga sesuai bagi pasangan kekasih.

Apabila dia sentiasa bersama kita melalui hidup ini di kala suka dan duka, di saat senang dan susah, dialah calon yang sesuai menjadi pasangan hidup kita.

9. Tampilkan kelemahan

Tiada siapa yang sempurna di dunia. Tipulah jika ada orang yang mengaku dia insan yang sempurna daripada segala sudut.

Pasti di kalangan kita memiliki kelemahan dan keburukan tertentu. Bagi dia yang bersedia menjadi teman hidup kita, dia tidak terlalu menyimpan rahsia kelemahannya dan bersedia memberitahu kita.

Sudah tentu bukan senang untuk memberitahu dan mengakui kelemahan di hadapan kekasihnya. Malah, dia tidak segan mempamerkan keburukannya kepada kita.

Misalnya, apabila dia bangun tidur ataupun sakit dan tidak mandi dua hari, dia tidak menghalang kita daripada melawatnya. Apabila kita dan dia saling menerima kelemahan dan sifat buruk masing-masing, memang ditakdirkan kita hidup bersamanya.

10. Kata hati

Dengarlah kata hati. Kadangkala, manusia dikurniakan Tuhan deria keenam yang dapat mengetahui dan memahami perasaan pasangannya.

Dengan deria batin ini juga kita dapat saling tahu perasaan masing-masing. Kita dan dia juga dapat membaca fikiran antara satu sama lain dan dapat menduga reaksi dan tindak balas pada situasi tertentu.

Apabila kita yakin dengan pilihan hidup kita, tanyalah sekali lagi. Adakah dia ditakdirkan untuk kita? Dengarlah kata hati dan buatlah pilihan. Serahlah segalanya pada ketentuan yang maha berkuasa.

Mimpi
Jodoh dan pertemuan semuanya di tangan Tuhan. Manusia hanya perancang di pentas dunia ini dan skripnya ditulis oleh yang maha esa. Adakalanya, dalam memainkan peranan sebagai pelakon, diberi petunjuk melalui mimpi.

Mimpi memang mainan tidur, tetapi apabila kita melakukan sembahyang Istikharah dan memohon supaya Tuhan memberikan petunjuk, insya-Allah dengan izinnya kita mendapat mimpi petunjuk. Jika dia pilihan kita, buatlah keputusan sebaiknya.

Jika tidak, tolaklah dia dengan baik. Semua yang kita lakukan ini adalah bagi mendapatkan kebahagiaan hidup di dunia. Ingatlah, nikmat di dunia ini hanya sementara. Nikmat di akhirat adalah kekal selamanya.
Fikirkanlah. Adakah dia jodoh kita?

“ Manusia merancang, Allah menentukan.”

LOVE ME;
11:17:00 PM

DAMN F***-ING SAD!
MISSING HIM LIKE STUPIDLY HELL!
BUT I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO
I GUESS...
I'M NOT MEANT FOR HIM
OK. AS WHAT PEOPLE USUALLY SAID.
FRIENDS ARE MEANT TO BE FRIENDS.
:(
UP TO HIM.
YOUR CHOICE, I FOLLOW.
I CAN'T BLAME MY HEART IF IT STILL FEELS THE LOVE TOWARDS YOU
OR IF IT HAD FADED AWAY.
THIS SITUATION IS VERY VERY VERY UNFAVOURABLE.
GOSH!
NEVERMIND.
I'M TRYING TO ACCEPT THAT LOVE IS NOT AROUND THERE SOMEWHERE IN HIS HEART.
FATE? CHOICE? NOT TOO SURE.
JUST HAVE TO ACCEPT IT STILL.
NOT SURE IF I CAN FEEL THE TRUE LOVE BACK AGAIN.
HOPE THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE AND TO BE RETURNED BACK TO WHERE IT HAD STARTED.

LOVE ME;
9:19:00 PM

BASSHUNTER - I MISS YOU

I don't wanna feel, the way that I do
I just wanna be, right here with you
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna tell you straight from my heart

Heeey...
I can't sleep, I just can't breathe
When your shadows is all over me
Don't wanna be, a fool in your eyes
And all we had was built on lies

I don't wanna feel, the way that i do
I just wanna be, right here with you
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna tell you straight from my heart

I don't wanna feel, the way that i do
I just wanna be, right here with you
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna tell you straight from my heart
I Miss You

Heeyy....
Heeyy....
I Miss You

What would it take, for you to see
To make you wanna understand, that I always believe
You and I can make it through
You still know I can't get over you

I don't wanna feel, the way that I do
I just wanna be, right here with you
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna tell you straight from my heart
*3 times*

Cause when our love fades away
Listen to me hear what I say

I don't wanna feel, the way that I do
I just wanna be, right here with you
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna tell tou straight from my heart
*2 times*

Heeeyyy....
I Miss You

I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna feel
The way I do..

LOVE ME;
11:20:00 PM

CHERISH EVERY MOMENT - DANIEL D

And everytime when we go through ups and downs
I always think about you, how we could work it out.
Everytime that you need to say goodbye
Yes I count the time when you come back in my life

Cause whatever you say and whatever you do
I'll be right here
No matter what people say, i'll always be there for you

Cause I'll cherish every moment spent with you
And there's nothing in this world that I won't do.
And I promise that I'll always make it right.
Everytime when you feel down and start to cry

Cause it hurts me when you're far away
I need you right next to me
Oh baby, baby
I just can't be with no one else
When you say, I'll always do
When you're hurting, it hurts me too
And I just gotta be the only one that's loving you

Cause whatever you say and whatever you do
I'll be right here
No matter what people say, I'll always be there for you

Cause I'll cherish every moment spent with you
And there's nothing in this world that I won't do
And I promise that I'll always make it right
Everytime when you feel down and start to cry

' ooh ooh ooh ' (times 2)

I just can't help it baby
Everytime you look at me
Baby I'm lost for words, don't know what to say

LOVE ME;
11:06:00 PM

HARAPAN - FAZLI ZAINAL

Doaku agar kau kan selalu bahagia
Agar kau temui insan tulus menyanyangimu
Lepaskanlah diriku kerna keredhaanmu
Bukan kerna dendam jua bukan kerna kau terpaksa
Ku tinggalkan memori bersamamu
Ku undur diri bersama harapan

Tidak kesampaian cinta kita
Ku bawa harapan ku pendam rahsia
Ku dikejauhan mendoakan
Agar kau bahgia tiada lagi duka
Daku rela mengundur diri
Ku pasti dikau kan fahami..

Tiada penyesalan kasihku korbankan
Andai telah tertulis ku terima ini bukannya ku pinta
Pergilah dikau diiringi keikhlasanku
Cuma pengalaman mengisi kekosongan mimpiku
Ku tinggalkan memori bersamamu
Ku undur diri bersama harapan..

oh oh oh...
oh oh oh oh oh...........

Tidak kesampaian cinta kita
Ku bawa harapan ku pendam rahsia
Ku dikejauhan mendoakan
Agar kau bahgia tiada lagi duka
Daku rela mengundur diri
Ku pasti dikau kan fahami

oh oh oh oh.....

LOVE ME;
10:45:00 PM

im sorry for all the harsh words dear.

all of that bursts out from my mouth because im really into you.

i cant bare to lose a great guy like you.

i really hope that you'll regain your love towards me.

i love you so much dear..

but in the mean time,

i'll move further away from you to give you more space for you to concentrate in your studies.

i know you can make it dear..

the first song really meant for you dear..

and also the others.

hope you listen to the lyrics and understand them.

i'll be by your side whenever you need me..

.:.ILOVEYOUHAFIZ.:.

LOVE ME;
4:06:00 AM

my sadness only me myself knows.
you need time, im fine with it.
but please say it properly and clearly can you?
say that u may not be able to reply or call me always because you want to study.
isnt that easy?
don't want to fight huh?
ok. thats the way?
just stick this in your mind.
either we break and for me to make you as a friend OR
we stay and i'll do what i've mentioned above.
TTM.
actually, by being that now, it is so hurtful.
because i truly love you but you dont.
its very painful. damn hurting.
i understand you. but please understand me too.

seriously, i'm damn hurt by what you say and asked for.
because when im having my N level, i've never ever put you aside.
NEVER. because i pity and miss and love you so much.
now it means that you dont love me as much as i do to you.
thanks a lot.
but i hope you will regain the love.

NOTE: i may not on this computer anymore. i may not reply you nor your friends as it is very painful to talk to the one that dosent love me and put me aside and rank me lower than i do to him. :( try to be in my shoes. hais.. But whatever it is.. even if my words are harsh, I sincerely, truly love you dear.. :')

LOVE ME;
7:16:00 PM

ayang. blom siap luh dear.
td buat separuh jln den go jage adk.haha
i'll continue to edit.
no worries. :D

; eza

LOVE ME;
6:12:00 AM

thanks for the new blog aite..
if i sure da rosak nye blog nie..hahaha
hmm..wat more to say..hahah
hmmm..thanks..hahah
hmmm..........hahaha
gdbye for now kae..haha.i
come ltr

LOVE ME;
1:22:00 AM

Da lame tak tulis pat blog..
hmm..my birthdae just lepas n
oso jalan raye sikit hari..
i get the pic from her one dae if i can..
alot of bad ting hapening right now..my salah kae..
maaf..
korang nk tau?..maner boleh..
wait til my mood come back then i
write long2 kae..tc everyone
bye2.

Ezapiz

LOVE ME;
12:32:00 AM

LOVE ME;
8:52:00 PM

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_____O ___O___ O_____

_____O _____O_____

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HAPPY 7th MONTH ANNIVERSARY SAYANG!

ILOVEYOUSOMUCH!

; eza

LOVE ME;
7:17:00 PM

It has been a long time since i've post anything here.
The reason being is because my comp and eza's comp went haywire
So, no new post until further notice. ;D

Anyway,
Today is my 7th month anniversary with eza! :)
ILOVEYOUSOMUCH!

LOVE ME;
7:14:00 AM

Tis is our 6 month anni..hehhe..
sooo fast reach 6 month..
I LOV U SOO MUCH DEAR!!
btw..alot has happen..hehe
MY PENDENT HILANG>>DAMN..HAHA
takpe2..buy a new one ltr..
haha..tired uh...haha..
tc everyone..bye2

LOVE ME;
5:42:00 AM

^ DAMN! LOVE THIS PIC.! ^

These are some of our latest pics. :D
&& i LOVE that MOVIE luh DEAR!!

JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG CONGKAK!

hahahahahah! DAMN FUNNY!

LOVE ME;
4:57:00 AM

it was a really bad day today.

there's a lot of problems.

from 4am in the morning onwards.

but luckily i can overcome it.

yesterday i did a mistake.

by having a mood swing.

again??

omg.

i'm really sorry dear.

i don't meant to hurt you.

i don't mean to ignore you.

but then, you said that you want to use my way.

so i follow your words.

but..
i can't take it for long.

still the next morning,

i messaged you.
i don't mean that i message you because i pity you.

i was refering to titi.

it's obvious that i messaged you because i'm missing you.

even if my heart says that i don't love you,

i can't deny that i'm used to you.

i can't deny that i'm for you.

i can't deny that i'm into you.

but now,

WE'RE OK!! :D

those stuffs only last for some hours.

p/s: i'm sorry for everything.. just wanted you to know that.. i love you truly bie..

; EZApiz

LOVE ME;
5:08:00 AM

too much until tis happen..
i want u to feel 'it' again
i do it ur way..
i leave u alone for now until u feel wat i feel now..
sorie to do tat too much that make u lose 'it'..
i want to bring u out jalan2 bt we just dosn have
time n tinggal jaoh..i hurt u bt nvr bring u
jalan2 or laen2 to feel smth special between us.
semue my fault..bodo pe perangai.
tc dear..slip n eat well..muah
bye2

Ezapiz

LOVE ME;
7:36:00 AM

Sorry long time nvr update..
bz for now..
bye2 hehe

Ezapiz

LOVE ME;
8:57:00 AM

hey2

..halo2 again after 1 week
hehe
i just return from my kelantan trip wif my CCA OAC
hehe..
tired..bt im missing her..tats y im not sleeping n wait for U..hehe
i thought of mitting her today since i have nth to do..
i wanted to give her smth.
if u want to knoe wat i do in kelantan ask me personaly..hehehe

cause sooo damn long n alot ting to talk about..

now waiting for her call...hehe
bt nvr mind i tink she studying soo i wait first
cause i already give her miss cal
hehe
bye tc

Ezapiz

LOVE ME;
12:46:00 AM

today was my UNLUKY DAY!

omg.

at school, it was going fine.

but then,

when im otw to indah's house with her,

i TERSEPIT kat pintu bus lah kan!

THAT BUS DRIVER!!!!!!!!!

luckily i was in a good mood just now,

if not. the driver confirm kena.

the other passagers and i was entering the bus,

but then suddenly the door closed and i cant move.

im stuck in between the pole and 1 side of the door.

walauwei!!

SAKET DOK!

luckily the edge of the door was a rubber.

if not, confirm kena cut.

then me and indah sat at the most back seats.

i sat and then i felt something wrong.

and you want to know what?

the chair was broken.

walauwei.

haha

me and indah cannot take it anymore.

we burst out our laughters.

haha

then when we've reached indah's house,

we do our homework and some revision.

and i asked her to plan a study schedule for us to study.

we study at the living room at first.

but then when her mother wants to serve the dishes,

we went into one of the room.

then when we're inside,

everything go HAYWIRE lah sey!

haha

indah gets more insane.

but actually she'd always does.

like me.

haha

her atittude is the same as hafiz lah sey!

kes bebual tak fikir.

tak fikir sebelum cakap.

bebual tongang terbalik.

haha

'that's what will happen if you study too much.'

and that makes me miss hafiz much more!

hais..

but then, i tried to control

and i did!!

haha

but still missing him..

hehe.

i'll wait for you sayang..

hmm..

soo..

i reached home around 10.55pm.

hees~

30mins of it, went to sheng siong with my family.

then i really cannot wait to urinate.

once reached, i took some of the things

then run to the lift and into the house.

after that, my mum asked me to throw the rubbish.

my sister took the one in the bucket

and i took the one beside it.

and you want to know what?

my leg was scratched by the durian skin.

6 long scratches.

walauwei!

kena again!

haha

such an unlucky day for me.

haha

soo... that's all.

toodles!

; ezapiz

LOVE ME;
7:32:00 AM

today was my moody day

and was my unluckiest day

but i show no one that i was.

morning, i woke up late.

then all the stuffs i've not prepared

so i had to rush.

then when i've reached school,

i realised that i've forgotten to bring my thermometer& TD form.

then i was like DAMN!

then about the AYG,

i did nothing.

not in the mood.

just stand there...

not much to say.

then when english lesson arrived,

Mr Philip asked me and the other who didnt came to give a reason why.

i told him that i need tstay at home to take care of my younger siblings

as my mother is feeling unwell.

but then,

he gave all 9 of us detention from 2 to 6pm.

then i was not suprised at all as i know

if i were to go home early,

i wouldnt have anything to do as apiz is not there for me.

thus,

during reccess,

i told my gfs about me getting detention.

i thought they would wait for me after school,

at least to say goodbye.

but then,

they didnt.

i really felt lonely.

so.

while waiting for the clock to tick,

i called my mum to inform her about it.

then i waited and waited.

then around 2.20pm, faiz called me from the 2nd floor,

he said that we're going to the computer lab 3.

i just follow what he said.

when i reached, only some attend.

then Me Philip said that he'll go through the things about oral exams and thats all.

we were dissmissed around 3 plus.

then i goes to the bus stop with faiz and he walked to the other bus stop and then i was alone again.

hais..

i really felt so empty.

i felt so single.

but..

it didnt really affect me as im actually used to it.

hais..

soo... that's it.

goodbye.

LOVE ME;
7:10:00 AM

DAMN!!!

I WASNT ABLE TO TALK WITH HIM ON THE PHONE OR EVEN MEETING HIM ON OUR 5th MONTH ANNIVERSARY OR EVEN CHAT WITH HIM!

OMG!

I HATE IT!

im really sorry dear..

i reached singapore (home) very late.

i've tried to call you but i cant get it through.

but when it does, your sis said that you've went out.

:'(

my heart just dropped.

i misses you so much.

sorry but i cant stop my tears.

hais.

i just hope that you'll be happy with your friends.

i'll hold on to your baby picture

OF COURSE!

i'll give you something really special when you're back.

im really worried about you.

i really cant stop thinking about you.

but when i was drinking just now,

i suddenly felt different till i had a bad cough.

it was at 2pm then.

hais.

& now it is raining heavily.

im getting to be more worried about you sayang.

hais.

i miss you damn much dear.

i do not know how else to say.

p/s: I akan doakn agar u selamat pergi dan pulang sayang.. hais..

Your sincerely,

Eza

LOVE ME;
12:42:00 AM