Unseparatable

2010-08-19T00:58:00.000-07:00

We had reached our 5th Monthsary.. And Im really happy with it. We managed to get through problems, one by one.
Eventhough we have misunderstanding sometimes, deeply inside me, you're still the best. And I TRULY LOVE YOUU. =))

Awak puase penuh tau! Don't curik2 makan kat dapur ye? I Miss You A lot! See you tmr! Buke same2.! hee..

Much Love,
GabriellezaHaziqambeng

31 May/05 2010

2010-05-31T01:57:00.000-07:00

CRYING CRYING CRYING CRYING CRYING CRYING

ALONE ALONE ALONE ALONE ALONE ALONE ALONE

BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED

HE DIDN'T CARE HE DIDN'T CARE HE DIDN'T CARE

Hais. Mother Tounge O level had ended. i was supposed to follow my family to Malaysia but i refused to follow as i was tired. And the main reason behind it was because i want to talk to you. Or rather, meet you. So i top-up you mobile phone prepaid. But in the end, when i messaged you, you replied me with with short answer. Is it because you're not happy? Or irritated? Or something else? That you ignore me here? You know that i'm alone. But i'm not too sure whether you know that i miss you or not. My fault. I know. That's why i'm not texting you. You said that you wanted to save your prepaid. Hais. Nevermind. Maybe i'm just not useful at all. Only through this way i can let out m feelings a lil' bit.

Im bored. So i went to your profile and read your previous posts. Im down reading those sweet words and all. But i couldn't do anything. Maybe this is the meaning of love. Approach her/him only when in need? Is it? Maybe for you thats the meaning of LOVE. OK. In one of your posts, you said that she always went out with her friend and family and do not have time for you. But. Isn't that what you are doing now are the same thing? You said that you do not want me to follow my family. And i listen to you. I've tried. But, is that the kind of repay that im receiving? Hais. Nevermind. I'll continue to pray for your happiness.

Take Care,
love

2010-03-18T19:38:00.000-07:00

currently at jb.
sorry dear that i was unable to online yesterday night as my sis was using it.
i waited for my turn............sampai tertido! haha
my sis really use it for almost the whole night. missing her guy. for sure.
ahha
but now. im online, waiting for you..
i guess you're on the way back home, no internet connection or busy.
it's ok yaw. =D
but if you are reading this.
please remember yaw.
IMISSYOUSOMUCH! =D

i'll be back on sunday morning. sobsob.
hopefully i'll be able to meet you n sunday for the dayout.
sorry for not being able to join you all to Bugis today.
especially to Boboi. all the best of luck to you Boi.
i'll try to online tonight. but if i can't sorry once again.
OPPSS!! i mean MAAF. =P

&& GUESS WHAT!
I haven't bathe yet. haha
bie.. you don't pikiran2 lagi ok.
please! =D ILYSDFM!

take care dear.. i'll sleep early yaw. so time pass very fast. hahah.
i'll wait for you and you'll wait for me.
DO EAT ok!

Love
; GABRIELLEZA

2010-03-17T21:39:00.000-07:00

dear.. i've just read your blog.. =(
im sorry for the misunderstandings. but seriously i didnt take it as a fought or what.

2010-03-16T20:21:00.000-07:00

yesterday he called me when i was going to shop something.

i didnt regonise the number.

i thought of answering it but my finger just clicked on the green button.

when i answered, i felt something's fishy.

the voice. the words.

i thought someone is playing prank on me.

but i was totally wrong!

it was HIM!
=')

he called me from batam using his dad's phone.

i was F happy lah siot! speechless!

ifmisshisvoice!

then at 12am++ recieve a call. and it was him.!

i slept at 9.30pm++

BUT i think that my love and wait was really great that i tend to be awakened by those feelings

and it was really right on time.

i was awake at the time when he called me.

my phone was set silent mode.

HOW GREAT WAS THAT FEELINGS WERE.

he told me that today he'll be back for a while but around 9pm++

so i told my mum that i'll be back late tonight as i'll be meeting him.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS MOMENT!!!

while waiting for him i'll be hanging around with his friends.

i don't care if our meet will be short, but at least i'm able to see him.

when he's back on friday,

by that time, i've already be going out to JB and be back the day after.

so the only day we can really meet is on sunday at least, hopefully.

i'll do anything for you dear..

i'll wait for your return.. i'll be waiting here with your friends..

LOVE

; Gabrielleza

2010-03-15T03:21:00.000-07:00

to you sweetiepie.

i've read some of your posts.

im sorry if you feel that im a snatcher.

'terasa'. seriously. but frankly speaking, i don't know that he's yours.

if you have read my previous posts.

you know when i started talking to him.

sorry if the time i talked to him clashes with the time you'r with him.

there's nothing that i can say.

i can't and won't ask you to stop loving him.

everyone deserve to love someone and to be loved.

as a girl i do respect you. you're much more stronger than me infact.

seriously.

but i hope friendship bond won't be broken just like that. please.

you may ask wieya how do i work if you want.

im really looking foward in meeting you soon girl.

p/s: i envy you!!! haha. jambu lah you. iloveyourdimple! grr.. tak bedek. =D

2010-03-15T02:37:00.000-07:00

today, he left me at 11:33am

he went out for holiday with his family.

im glad to he that he's going for holiday but im still down as he'll be away for 5 days.

me myself will be going to jb for 2 days; friday and saturday

hais.

the only time we can meet this week is on sunday.

sad isn't it?! =(

i just can't explain how i can survive without him.

no beeps of phone, no ring of calls, no pop-ups of msn.

my box just seemed empty so cold, empty.

it's like as if im all alone in my own world doing nothing.

mylifeisuselessplain.

no one to joke around with.

no one to fulfill my life with joy and laughter.

the one that i truly love, truly miss is not here. =(

even when he' not here, when i went to wodlands mart with my mum and little brothers,

i talked about him to my mum.

when i've reached home,

i cried like hell! ='(

this is what happens when the one i love are not here by my side.

i'm happy but sad at the same time.

happy as he's going for holiday which will relax his mind out of those problems.

but i'll be here waiting for his return, all alone.

i know i will suffer without him.

but the only thing i can do is to pray that he'll go and be back safely.

this is when i really want the time to pass faster than quickly.

hais.

dear.. if you're reading this, please do eat and enjoy yourself there.

do not need to think much about anything that is happening here.

i'll be alright. as i've promised to myself and you.

there is no other guys except you.

TRUST ME. ONE&ONLY YOU.

saya akan nantikan kepulanganmu sayang..

2010-03-11T04:15:00.000-08:00

080310
12.45am
this is the day when it all started officially.
it was just unexpected that it really happens.
love starts to bloom when our first met, 180210
it just happened so quickly that i couldn't realised that it was getting stronger

webcaming with love

we start to webcam and talk nonsense with each other eventhough i just knew him.
i get more comfortable talking and joke around with him as i can see that he's also the 'merepek' type.
haha
we webcam and wanna know what!!
HE SANG FOR ME!
actually he refused to but at last. he still did.
and gosh!
his voice. makes me MELT
but after he sang for me, he send me a link of a song.
and h asked me to sing him that song
which I HAD NO IDEA ON WHAT SONG IT IS
i tried my best to memorise the song.
he asked me to practice and sing for him when he's back from his shower.
my heart was pounding like hell! gosh!
haha
then when he's back. FUH.
he's so cute, fresh, handsome, i dont know how to describe he's cuteness and all.
haha
i thought he didnt remember about the song thingy. but... he did. -.-"
haha
but i tried a lil bit only. NOT CONFIDENT AT ALL
gosh. haha
then.. he had to go off to meet his friends =(
i was down when he had to go. but. im fine though.
.....................................................................................................................................................................

On our first meet, 180210

i met him at his house area with his friends and all.
i was not confident that i can get along with his friends.
we went to boboi's block.
lepak-ing. till night. that was when i directly meet him straight after school.
keyra, boboi, wal, nad, nash was there too.
then we blablabla.
BUT~! he asked me to sing. gosh. i was damn F** SHY!!
i felt like someone was straggling me when i want to sing
gosh. haha
then when i was singing. his eyes turns out as if it gonna pop out anytime. haha
he was shocked because of my voice. and i was too. but about his cuteness reaction. gosh!!
=D
then blablabla... sing sing sing....
at last, i gotta go back home.
&& he send me back home. awwww......................
i was fuckin' touched. seriously.
this is one of the time when i really fell for him. but had not confessed it yet.
cuz it may be too early.
then i salam him before going up the lift.

One of the day when we meet

we lepak as per normal but i do my homework too.
keyra, nash, lalat, jib and black was thee too. but some of them need to go off early.
and at night, only haziq, me and keyra left.
keyra was lyying down on one bench while me and haziq was sitting on the opposite bench.
few minutes later, haziq was too tired as he did not get enough sleep the day before.
so i let him to lie his head down on my leg.
i felt so love at that moment actually. ahha
ok back.
erm. then i played with his hair, hand, guitar and cigarette .
i was playing with his cigarette when it fell into the guitar hole.
keyra and haziq was damn shocked. haha. their facial expression was damn cute.
ahha
okok... but then.. i just slip my hand into the hole and pick up the cigarette. like no one business.
haha
they were shocked that my hand was as slim as a foolscap paper. haha
then soon, it was keyra turn to go off.
we said goodbye to her and remain in that position.
then soon..
our lips started to type out all the love words, confessions.
gosh.
then blablabla.... he was damn happe and glad. and i felt the same way too.
awwwwww..........
BUT I DID A MISTAKE.
I WENT TO SAY OUT ANOTHER PERSON'S NAME
which was hafiz
he was damn pissed off.
i can really see that.
i felt so guilty. but seriously I DIDN'T REALISED or MEANT IT AT ALL DEAR.
im truly sorry.
maybe my tongue was too short that it just stopped half way through. hehe
my heart was pounding fast as when i saw crystals of sadness flows down his cheek.
i felt like crying but i just can show it out.
i'm only able t cry inside. and seriously i can really feel it inside. the sadness and guiltiness.
sobsob. and gosh.
naturally, i kissed his forehead.
i thought it would stop him from being more sad.
but THE CRYSTALS FORMED WAS IMPOVING TO WORSE.
omg.
i was blank!
hais. but.
when he was chilling down he confessed that the tears was both joy and sadness. i was happy partially only.
i tried to comfort him as much as i can eventhough i am smaller than him. really..
haha
at last. we was going fine.

070310

as usual it was like our daily routine to meet. haha.
we lepak and do my homework at the sametime with his friends at pondok darah.
then blablablablablablabla...........
after that at night, when everyne had went back home, only left me ad him.
it was 11pm ++
i was late. then i recieved call from my mum.
so i tell her where i am and she said that she gonna fetch me
and you wanna know what!
he's facial expression changed! cramp.
mixture of shy plus afraid.
haha
DAMN FUCKIN' CUTE i tell you. gosh!
ahha
erm okok.
then we waited and waited and at last, my parents reached. my mum get out of the car to see where i am. so i went to her and salam.
haziq was behind walking like a zombie. haha. damn cute. seriously.
he was afraid and shy.
ahha
i tell my mum that this was the haziq that i've talked about.
then she smiled. but haziq still....................the same. reaction-less. hahaha
then blablabla.
at night the talked on the phone.
we confessed our love once again. and my and my mountain of sorry's for him beacause of my stupid mouth about our previous incident.
then we talktalktalk until one moment....

he proposed me.
AWWWWWWWWWWW.............
that happened on the 080310 at 12.45am
i was damn fuckin' HAPPY LAH SIOT.
ahahahah

now.....i really wish and hope he will be my last.
i really damn love him.
and i really do.

p/s: sayang... if you're reading this... with my whole heartedly i want to seek for apologise. sorry for all my harsh words and misunderstanding. but just want you to know that i've never had a black idea or bad impression about you. and i just want you to know that...

I LOVE YOU DEAR

GABRIELLEZA LOVE HAZIQAMBENG!
080310

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2010-02-27T02:46:00.000-08:00

hey yaw!
long time didn't blog. gosh!
because of the previous relationship problem. hais.

truly true facts.. hais.

2009-11-17T23:54:00.000-08:00

RAHSIA SEORANG WANITA

1. Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih,tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata,itu bermakna dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya.

2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas kamu menyakiti hatinya,lebih baik kamu beri dia masa untuk menenangkan hatinya semula sebelum kamu menegur dengan ucapan maaf.

3. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang(sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati bila hubungan itu putus di tengah jalan).

4. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan sorang lelaki,lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang keluar dengan lelaki lain.

5. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung tajam ke dalam matanya,dia akan cair seperti coklat!!

6. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu tidak tau macam mana nak menerima pujian.

7. Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang sukakan kamu separuh mati,tolak cintanya dengan lembut,jangan berkasar sebab ada satu semangat dalam diri wanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia dah buat keputusan,dia akan lakukan apa saja.

8. Sekiranya seorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri darimu selepas kamu tolak cintanya,biarkan dia untuk seketika.Sekiranya kamu masih ingin menganggap dia seorang kawan,cubalah tegur dia perlahan-lahan.

9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa.Muzik,puisi, lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka.

10. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang mereka ni langsung tak berguna.

11. Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan mood wanita.

12. Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam diam memberikan respon positif,misalnya menghubunginya melalui telefon,si gadis akan bersikap acuh tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat,tetapi sebaik saja ganggang diletakkan,dia akan menjerit kesukaan dan tak sampai sepuluh minit,semua rakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut.

13. Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi wanita.Jadi jangan senyum sebarangan.

14. Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita,cubalah mulakan dengan persahabatan. Kemudian biarkan dia mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam.

15. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajak keluar,tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak berminat denganmu.

16. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia menghubungimu atau menunggu panggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya.

17. Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang dirasakannya. Tanya dia sendiri!!

18. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan sering tertanya-tanya kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.

19. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang paling romantik untuk memikat hati sorang gadis,cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan menyelak buku-buku cinta.

20. Bila setiap kali gambar kelas keluar,benda pertama yang dicari oleh wanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah hatinya,kemudian barulah dirinya sendiri.

21. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa iaitu di hatinya!!

22. Satu ucapan ‘Hi’ sahaja sudah cukup menceriakan harinya.

23. Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui.

24. Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik dengan mereka semata-mata nak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik.

25. Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa sebarang kompromi.

26. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang cintakan mereka sepenuh hati..

27. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!!

28. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya mengadakan surprise buatnya(hadiah, bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan romantis).Mereka akan rasa terharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai setulus hati.Dengan ini dia tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu.

29. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang ambil berat tentang mereka dan baik terhadapnya. So,kalau nak memikat wanita pandai-pandailah. ..

30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerana apa yang dia mahu hanyalah perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa

fikirlah sayang.....

2009-11-17T23:17:00.000-08:00

1. Gunakan seluruh pancaindera

Jodoh adalah perkara yang sudah ditetapkan oleh Tuhan yang maha esa.
Tetapi bagaimana kita hendak mengetahui dia memang ditakdirkan untuk kita?
Tuhan mengurniakan manusia telinga untuk mendengar, mata untuk melihat dan akal untuk berfikir.
Jadi gunakan sebaik-baiknya bagi mengungkapkan rahsia cinta yang ditakdirkan.
Dua manusia yang rasa mereka dapat hidup bersama dan memang dijodohkan pasti memiliki ikatan emosi, spiritual dan fizikal antara keduanya.
Apabila bersama, masing-masing dapat merasai kemanisan cinta dan saling memerlukan antara satu sama lain.
Lalu gerak hati mengatakan, dialah insan yang ditakdirkan untuk bersama.
Benarkah ia seperti yang diperkatakan?

Berikut adalah 10 petanda yang menunjukkan dia adalah jodoh kita.

2. Bersahaja

Kekasih kita itu bersikap bersahaja dan tidak berlakon. Cuba perhatikan cara dia berpakaian, cara percakapan, cara ketawa serta cara makan dan minum. Adakah ia spontan dan tidak dikawal ataupun kelihatan pelik.

Kalau ia nampak kurang selesa dengan gayanya, sah dia sedang berlakon. Kadang-kadang, kita dapat mengesan yang dia sedang berlakon. Tetapi, apabila dia tampil bersahaja dan tidak dibuat-buat, maka dia adalah calon hidup kita yang sesuai. Jika tidak, dia mungkin bukan jodoh kita.

3. Senang bersama

Walaupun kita selalu bersamanya, tidak ada sedikit pun perasaan bosan, jemu ataupun tertekan pada diri kita. Semakin hari semakin sayang kepadanya. Kita sentiasa tenang, gembira dan dia menjadi pengubat kedukaan kita.

Dia juga merasainya. Rasa senang sekali apabila bersama. Apabila berjauhan, terasa sedikit tekanan dan rasa ingin berjumpa dengannya. Tidak kira siang ataupun malam, ketiadaannya terasa sedikit kehilangan.

4. Terima kita seadanya

Apapun kisah silam yang pernah kita lakukan, dia tidak ambil peduli. Mungkin dia tahu perpisahan dengan bekas kekasihnya sebelum ini kita yang mulakan.

Dia juga tidak mengambil kisah siapa kita sebelum ini. Yang penting, siapa kita sekarang. Biarpun dia tahu yang kita pernah mempunyai kekasih sebelumnya, dia tidak ambil hati langsung. Yang dia tahu, kita adalah miliknya kini.

Dia juga sedia berkongsi kisah silamnya. Tidak perlu menyimpan rahsia apabila dia sudah bersedia menjadi pasangan hidup kita.

5. Sentiasa jujur

Dia tidak kisah apa yang kita lakukan asalkan tidak menyalahi hukum hakam agama. Sikap jujur yang dipamerkan menarik hati kita. Kejujuran bukan perkara yang boleh dilakonkan. Kita dapat mengesyaki sesuatu apabila dia menipu kita.

Selagi kejujuran bertakhta di hatinya, kebahagiaan menjadi milik kita. Apabila berjauhan, kejujuran menjadi faktor paling penting bagi suatu hubungan.

Apabila dia tidak jujur, sukar baginya mengelak daripada berlaku curang kepada kita. Apabila dia jujur, semakin hangat lagi hubungan cinta kita. Kejujuran yang disulami dengan kesetiaan membuahkan percintaan yang sejati. Jadi, dialah sebaik-baik pilihan.

6. Percaya Mempercayai

Setiap orang mempunyai rahsia tersendiri. Adakalanya rahsia ini perlu dikongsi supaya dapat mengurangkan beban yang ditanggung.

Apabila kita mempunyai rahsia dan ingin memberitahu kekasih, adakah rahsia kita selamat di tangannya? Bagi mereka yang berjodoh, sifat saling percaya mempercayai antara satu sama lain timbul dari dalam hati nurani mereka.

Mereka rasa selamat apabila memberitahu rahsia-rahsia kepada kekasihnya berbanding rakan-rakan yang lain. Satu lagi, kita tidak berahsia apa pun kepadanya dan kita pasti rahsia kita selamat. Bukti cinta sejati adalah melalui kepercayaan dan kejujuran. Bahagialah individu yang memperoleh kedua-duanya.

7. Senang Bekerjasama

Bagi kita yang inginkan hubungan cinta berjaya dan kekal dalam jangka masa yang panjang, kita dan dia perlu saling bekerjasama melalui hidup ini. Kita dan kekasih perlu memberi kerjasama melakukan suatu perkara sama ada perkara remeh ataupun sukar.

Segala kerja yang dilakukan perlulah ikhlas bagi membantu pasangan dan meringankan tugas masing-masing. Perkara paling penting, kita dan dia dapat melalui semua ini dengan melakukannya bersama-sama.

Kita dan dia juga dapat melakukan semuanya tanpa memerlukan orang lain dan kita senang melakukannya bersama. Ini penting kerana ia mempengaruhi kehidupan kita pada masa hadapan.

Jika tiada kerjasama, sukar bagi kita hidup bersamanya. Ini kerana, kita yang memikul beban tanggungjawab seratus peratus. Bukankah ini menyusahkan?

8. Memahami diri kita

Bagi pasangan yang berjodoh, dia mestilah memahami diri pasangannya. Semasa kita sakit dia bawa ke klinik. Semasa kita berduka, dia menjadi penghibur. Apabila kita mengalami kesusahan, dia menjadi pembantu. Di kala kita sedang berleter, dia menjadi pendengar.

Dia selalu bersama kita dalam sebarang situasi. Tidak kira kita sedang gembira ataupun berduka, dia sentiasa ada untuk kita.

Dia juga bersedia mengalami pasang surut dalam percintaan. Kata orang, ‘lidah sendiri lagikan tergigit, inikan pula suami isteri’. Pepatah ini juga sesuai bagi pasangan kekasih.

Apabila dia sentiasa bersama kita melalui hidup ini di kala suka dan duka, di saat senang dan susah, dialah calon yang sesuai menjadi pasangan hidup kita.

9. Tampilkan kelemahan

Tiada siapa yang sempurna di dunia. Tipulah jika ada orang yang mengaku dia insan yang sempurna daripada segala sudut.

Pasti di kalangan kita memiliki kelemahan dan keburukan tertentu. Bagi dia yang bersedia menjadi teman hidup kita, dia tidak terlalu menyimpan rahsia kelemahannya dan bersedia memberitahu kita.

Sudah tentu bukan senang untuk memberitahu dan mengakui kelemahan di hadapan kekasihnya. Malah, dia tidak segan mempamerkan keburukannya kepada kita.

Misalnya, apabila dia bangun tidur ataupun sakit dan tidak mandi dua hari, dia tidak menghalang kita daripada melawatnya. Apabila kita dan dia saling menerima kelemahan dan sifat buruk masing-masing, memang ditakdirkan kita hidup bersamanya.

10. Kata hati

Dengarlah kata hati. Kadangkala, manusia dikurniakan Tuhan deria keenam yang dapat mengetahui dan memahami perasaan pasangannya.

Dengan deria batin ini juga kita dapat saling tahu perasaan masing-masing. Kita dan dia juga dapat membaca fikiran antara satu sama lain dan dapat menduga reaksi dan tindak balas pada situasi tertentu.

Apabila kita yakin dengan pilihan hidup kita, tanyalah sekali lagi. Adakah dia ditakdirkan untuk kita? Dengarlah kata hati dan buatlah pilihan. Serahlah segalanya pada ketentuan yang maha berkuasa.

Mimpi
Jodoh dan pertemuan semuanya di tangan Tuhan. Manusia hanya perancang di pentas dunia ini dan skripnya ditulis oleh yang maha esa. Adakalanya, dalam memainkan peranan sebagai pelakon, diberi petunjuk melalui mimpi.

Mimpi memang mainan tidur, tetapi apabila kita melakukan sembahyang Istikharah dan memohon supaya Tuhan memberikan petunjuk, insya-Allah dengan izinnya kita mendapat mimpi petunjuk. Jika dia pilihan kita, buatlah keputusan sebaiknya.

Jika tidak, tolaklah dia dengan baik. Semua yang kita lakukan ini adalah bagi mendapatkan kebahagiaan hidup di dunia. Ingatlah, nikmat di dunia ini hanya sementara. Nikmat di akhirat adalah kekal selamanya.
Fikirkanlah. Adakah dia jodoh kita?

“ Manusia merancang, Allah menentukan.”

2009-10-28T21:19:00.000-07:00

DAMN F***-ING SAD!
MISSING HIM LIKE STUPIDLY HELL!
BUT I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO
I GUESS...
I'M NOT MEANT FOR HIM
OK. AS WHAT PEOPLE USUALLY SAID.
FRIENDS ARE MEANT TO BE FRIENDS.
:(
UP TO HIM.
YOUR CHOICE, I FOLLOW.
I CAN'T BLAME MY HEART IF IT STILL FEELS THE LOVE TOWARDS YOU
OR IF IT HAD FADED AWAY.
THIS SITUATION IS VERY VERY VERY UNFAVOURABLE.
GOSH!
NEVERMIND.
I'M TRYING TO ACCEPT THAT LOVE IS NOT AROUND THERE SOMEWHERE IN HIS HEART.
FATE? CHOICE? NOT TOO SURE.
JUST HAVE TO ACCEPT IT STILL.
NOT SURE IF I CAN FEEL THE TRUE LOVE BACK AGAIN.
HOPE THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE AND TO BE RETURNED BACK TO WHERE IT HAD STARTED.

BASSHUNTER - I MISS YOU

2009-10-26T23:20:00.000-07:00

BASSHUNTER - I MISS YOU

I don't wanna feel, the way that I do
I just wanna be, right here with you
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna tell you straight from my heart

Heeey...
I can't sleep, I just can't breathe
When your shadows is all over me
Don't wanna be, a fool in your eyes
And all we had was built on lies

I don't wanna feel, the way that i do
I just wanna be, right here with you
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna tell you straight from my heart

I don't wanna feel, the way that i do
I just wanna be, right here with you
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna tell you straight from my heart
I Miss You

Heeyy....
Heeyy....
I Miss You

What would it take, for you to see
To make you wanna understand, that I always believe
You and I can make it through
You still know I can't get over you

I don't wanna feel, the way that I do
I just wanna be, right here with you
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna tell you straight from my heart
*3 times*

Cause when our love fades away
Listen to me hear what I say

I don't wanna feel, the way that I do
I just wanna be, right here with you
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna tell tou straight from my heart
*2 times*

Heeeyyy....
I Miss You

I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna feel
The way I do..

CERISH EVERY MOMENT - DANIEL D

2009-10-26T23:06:00.000-07:00

CHERISH EVERY MOMENT - DANIEL D

And everytime when we go through ups and downs
I always think about you, how we could work it out.
Everytime that you need to say goodbye
Yes I count the time when you come back in my life

Cause whatever you say and whatever you do
I'll be right here
No matter what people say, i'll always be there for you

Cause I'll cherish every moment spent with you
And there's nothing in this world that I won't do.
And I promise that I'll always make it right.
Everytime when you feel down and start to cry

Cause it hurts me when you're far away
I need you right next to me
Oh baby, baby
I just can't be with no one else
When you say, I'll always do
When you're hurting, it hurts me too
And I just gotta be the only one that's loving you

Cause whatever you say and whatever you do
I'll be right here
No matter what people say, I'll always be there for you

Cause I'll cherish every moment spent with you
And there's nothing in this world that I won't do
And I promise that I'll always make it right
Everytime when you feel down and start to cry

' ooh ooh ooh ' (times 2)

I just can't help it baby
Everytime you look at me
Baby I'm lost for words, don't know what to say

Harapan - Fazli Zainal

2009-10-26T22:45:00.000-07:00

HARAPAN - FAZLI ZAINAL

Doaku agar kau kan selalu bahagia
Agar kau temui insan tulus menyanyangimu
Lepaskanlah diriku kerna keredhaanmu
Bukan kerna dendam jua bukan kerna kau terpaksa
Ku tinggalkan memori bersamamu
Ku undur diri bersama harapan

Tidak kesampaian cinta kita
Ku bawa harapan ku pendam rahsia
Ku dikejauhan mendoakan
Agar kau bahgia tiada lagi duka
Daku rela mengundur diri
Ku pasti dikau kan fahami..

Tiada penyesalan kasihku korbankan
Andai telah tertulis ku terima ini bukannya ku pinta
Pergilah dikau diiringi keikhlasanku
Cuma pengalaman mengisi kekosongan mimpiku
Ku tinggalkan memori bersamamu
Ku undur diri bersama harapan..

oh oh oh...
oh oh oh oh oh...........

Tidak kesampaian cinta kita
Ku bawa harapan ku pendam rahsia
Ku dikejauhan mendoakan
Agar kau bahgia tiada lagi duka
Daku rela mengundur diri
Ku pasti dikau kan fahami

oh oh oh oh.....

2009-10-26T04:06:00.000-07:00

im sorry for all the harsh words dear.

all of that bursts out from my mouth because im really into you.

i cant bare to lose a great guy like you.

i really hope that you'll regain your love towards me.

i love you so much dear..

but in the mean time,

i'll move further away from you to give you more space for you to concentrate in your studies.

i know you can make it dear..

the first song really meant for you dear..

and also the others.

hope you listen to the lyrics and understand them.

i'll be by your side whenever you need me..

.:.ILOVEYOUHAFIZ.:.

2009-10-25T19:16:00.000-07:00

my sadness only me myself knows.
you need time, im fine with it.
but please say it properly and clearly can you?
say that u may not be able to reply or call me always because you want to study.
isnt that easy?
don't want to fight huh?
ok. thats the way?
just stick this in your mind.
either we break and for me to make you as a friend OR
we stay and i'll do what i've mentioned above.
TTM.
actually, by being that now, it is so hurtful.
because i truly love you but you dont.
its very painful. damn hurting.
i understand you. but please understand me too.

seriously, i'm damn hurt by what you say and asked for.
because when im having my N level, i've never ever put you aside.
NEVER. because i pity and miss and love you so much.
now it means that you dont love me as much as i do to you.
thanks a lot.
but i hope you will regain the love.

NOTE: i may not on this computer anymore. i may not reply you nor your friends as it is very painful to talk to the one that dosent love me and put me aside and rank me lower than i do to him. :( try to be in my shoes. hais.. But whatever it is.. even if my words are harsh, I sincerely, truly love you dear.. :')

2009-10-24T06:12:00.000-07:00

ayang. blom siap luh dear.
td buat separuh jln den go jage adk.haha
i'll continue to edit.
no worries. :D

; eza

hehe

2009-10-24T01:22:00.000-07:00

thanks for the new blog aite..
if i sure da rosak nye blog nie..hahaha
hmm..wat more to say..hahah
hmmm..thanks..hahah
hmmm..........hahaha
gdbye for now kae..haha.i
come ltr

hais

2009-10-15T00:32:00.000-07:00

Da lame tak tulis pat blog..
hmm..my birthdae just lepas n
oso jalan raye sikit hari..
i get the pic from her one dae if i can..
alot of bad ting hapening right now..my salah kae..
maaf..
korang nk tau?..maner boleh..
wait til my mood come back then i
write long2 kae..tc everyone
bye2.

Ezapiz

ILY

2009-08-28T20:52:00.001-07:00

7th month - eza

2009-08-28T19:17:00.000-07:00

_____OOOO_____

_____O_____

_____OOOO_____

_____OO ___OO _____

_____O ___O___ O_____

_____O _____O_____

_____O_____

_____O___O_____

_____O __O_____

_____OO _____

HAPPY 7th MONTH ANNIVERSARY SAYANG!

ILOVEYOUSOMUCH!

; eza

hie

2009-08-27T07:14:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time since i've post anything here.
The reason being is because my comp and eza's comp went haywire
So, no new post until further notice. ;D

Anyway,
Today is my 7th month anniversary with eza! :)
ILOVEYOUSOMUCH!

^6 month anni^

2009-07-27T05:42:00.000-07:00

Tis is our 6 month anni..hehhe..
sooo fast reach 6 month..
I LOV U SOO MUCH DEAR!!
btw..alot has happen..hehe
MY PENDENT HILANG>>DAMN..HAHA
takpe2..buy a new one ltr..
haha..tired uh...haha..
tc everyone..bye2

pics

2009-07-26T04:57:00.000-07:00

^ DAMN! LOVE THIS PIC.! ^

These are some of our latest pics. :D
&& i LOVE that MOVIE luh DEAR!!

JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG CONGKAK!

hahahahahah! DAMN FUNNY!

17/7/09 -eza

2009-07-17T05:08:00.000-07:00

it was a really bad day today.

there's a lot of problems.

from 4am in the morning onwards.

but luckily i can overcome it.

yesterday i did a mistake.

by having a mood swing.

again??

omg.

i'm really sorry dear.

i don't meant to hurt you.

i don't mean to ignore you.

but then, you said that you want to use my way.

so i follow your words.

but..
i can't take it for long.

still the next morning,

i messaged you.
i don't mean that i message you because i pity you.

i was refering to titi.

it's obvious that i messaged you because i'm missing you.

even if my heart says that i don't love you,

i can't deny that i'm used to you.

i can't deny that i'm for you.

i can't deny that i'm into you.

but now,

WE'RE OK!! :D

those stuffs only last for some hours.

p/s: i'm sorry for everything.. just wanted you to know that.. i love you truly bie..

; EZApiz

well?

2009-07-16T07:36:00.000-07:00

too much until tis happen..
i want u to feel 'it' again
i do it ur way..
i leave u alone for now until u feel wat i feel now..
sorie to do tat too much that make u lose 'it'..
i want to bring u out jalan2 bt we just dosn have
time n tinggal jaoh..i hurt u bt nvr bring u
jalan2 or laen2 to feel smth special between us.
semue my fault..bodo pe perangai.
tc dear..slip n eat well..muah
bye2

Ezapiz

hee

2009-07-13T08:57:00.000-07:00

Sorry long time nvr update..
bz for now..
bye2 hehe

Ezapiz

2009-07-03T00:46:00.000-07:00

hey2

..halo2 again after 1 week
hehe
i just return from my kelantan trip wif my CCA OAC
hehe..
tired..bt im missing her..tats y im not sleeping n wait for U..hehe
i thought of mitting her today since i have nth to do..
i wanted to give her smth.
if u want to knoe wat i do in kelantan ask me personaly..hehehe

cause sooo damn long n alot ting to talk about..

now waiting for her call...hehe
bt nvr mind i tink she studying soo i wait first
cause i already give her miss cal
hehe
bye tc

Ezapiz

1 July 09; 10.57pm

2009-07-01T07:32:00.000-07:00

today was my UNLUKY DAY!

omg.

at school, it was going fine.

but then,

when im otw to indah's house with her,

i TERSEPIT kat pintu bus lah kan!

THAT BUS DRIVER!!!!!!!!!

luckily i was in a good mood just now,

if not. the driver confirm kena.

the other passagers and i was entering the bus,

but then suddenly the door closed and i cant move.

im stuck in between the pole and 1 side of the door.

walauwei!!

SAKET DOK!

luckily the edge of the door was a rubber.

if not, confirm kena cut.

then me and indah sat at the most back seats.

i sat and then i felt something wrong.

and you want to know what?

the chair was broken.

walauwei.

haha

me and indah cannot take it anymore.

we burst out our laughters.

haha

then when we've reached indah's house,

we do our homework and some revision.

and i asked her to plan a study schedule for us to study.

we study at the living room at first.

but then when her mother wants to serve the dishes,

we went into one of the room.

then when we're inside,

everything go HAYWIRE lah sey!

haha

indah gets more insane.

but actually she'd always does.

like me.

haha

her atittude is the same as hafiz lah sey!

kes bebual tak fikir.

tak fikir sebelum cakap.

bebual tongang terbalik.

haha

'that's what will happen if you study too much.'

and that makes me miss hafiz much more!

hais..

but then, i tried to control

and i did!!

haha

but still missing him..

hehe.

i'll wait for you sayang..

hmm..

soo..

i reached home around 10.55pm.

hees~

30mins of it, went to sheng siong with my family.

then i really cannot wait to urinate.

once reached, i took some of the things

then run to the lift and into the house.

after that, my mum asked me to throw the rubbish.

my sister took the one in the bucket

and i took the one beside it.

and you want to know what?

my leg was scratched by the durian skin.

6 long scratches.

walauwei!

kena again!

haha

such an unlucky day for me.

haha

soo... that's all.

toodles!

; ezapiz

29/6/09. 10.46pm

2009-06-29T07:10:00.000-07:00

today was my moody day

and was my unluckiest day

but i show no one that i was.

morning, i woke up late.

then all the stuffs i've not prepared

so i had to rush.

then when i've reached school,

i realised that i've forgotten to bring my thermometer& TD form.

then i was like DAMN!

then about the AYG,

i did nothing.

not in the mood.

just stand there...

not much to say.

then when english lesson arrived,

Mr Philip asked me and the other who didnt came to give a reason why.

i told him that i need tstay at home to take care of my younger siblings

as my mother is feeling unwell.

but then,

he gave all 9 of us detention from 2 to 6pm.

then i was not suprised at all as i know

if i were to go home early,

i wouldnt have anything to do as apiz is not there for me.

thus,

during reccess,

i told my gfs about me getting detention.

i thought they would wait for me after school,

at least to say goodbye.

but then,

they didnt.

i really felt lonely.

so.

while waiting for the clock to tick,

i called my mum to inform her about it.

then i waited and waited.

then around 2.20pm, faiz called me from the 2nd floor,

he said that we're going to the computer lab 3.

i just follow what he said.

when i reached, only some attend.

then Me Philip said that he'll go through the things about oral exams and thats all.

we were dissmissed around 3 plus.

then i goes to the bus stop with faiz and he walked to the other bus stop and then i was alone again.

hais..

i really felt so empty.

i felt so single.

but..

it didnt really affect me as im actually used to it.

hais..

soo... that's it.

goodbye.

2009-06-28T00:42:00.001-07:00

DAMN!!!

I WASNT ABLE TO TALK WITH HIM ON THE PHONE OR EVEN MEETING HIM ON OUR 5th MONTH ANNIVERSARY OR EVEN CHAT WITH HIM!

OMG!

I HATE IT!

im really sorry dear..

i reached singapore (home) very late.

i've tried to call you but i cant get it through.

but when it does, your sis said that you've went out.

:'(

my heart just dropped.

i misses you so much.

sorry but i cant stop my tears.

hais.

i just hope that you'll be happy with your friends.

i'll hold on to your baby picture

OF COURSE!

i'll give you something really special when you're back.

im really worried about you.

i really cant stop thinking about you.

but when i was drinking just now,

i suddenly felt different till i had a bad cough.

it was at 2pm then.

hais.

& now it is raining heavily.

im getting to be more worried about you sayang.

hais.

i miss you damn much dear.

i do not know how else to say.

p/s: I akan doakn agar u selamat pergi dan pulang sayang.. hais..

Your sincerely,

Eza

missing u dear!!

2009-06-27T18:53:00.000-07:00

Hie dear..
im about to go to kelantan today..
Im gonna miss U syg..
i confirm bawak the pic that
you've printed for me tau syg..
i will tc of myself..
bt i will always be thinking of u ayang..
i love n misses u sooo much dear..
tc..muahh!!

Ezapiz

5th month

2009-06-26T20:44:00.000-07:00

Hie..hehe
todae is my 5th MONTH with my SYG..
Alot has happen since then..hehe
BUT i still DAMN LOVE HER..
next week i cant meet her cause im
going to kelantan for a week..im sure gonna bring
the photo that she printed for me..hehehe
I LOVE U SOOO MUCH DEAR!!
I HOPE U CAN HAVE FUN WIF UR FAMILY N
UR FRIENDS WHILE IM IN KELANTAN TAU SYG..
TC DEAR!!..

Ezapiz

KFC

2009-06-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

Hell0..hehe
i update tis blog about friday small event...
Meet Asyraf at tamp then take 969
go WdlN..Mit Yazid..he just habis his school at RP..
decided to study then eat at KFC..
u all knoe y KFC..bcause SHE work there..
at last dapat see her face lepas almost 1 week tak mit..hehehe
thanks to AYANG i get to eat not 1 bt 2 twister..haha
.....SEDAPPP!!....
Thanks ayang
haha
then go jalan2.n then balik..muahahaha..
tmmr miting her..atlast..
I MISS U DEAR!

Ezapiz

his dad bdae

2009-06-17T21:15:00.000-07:00

**/6 was his dad's birthday.

& he didn't tell me!

OMG! bacin.

haha.

so last minute shopping for his family.

just a little bit of shopping.

a box of oreo,

a packet of kopiko

& a big bottle oforange soft drink,

for his and his family.

and he said that it was a lot.

haha.

& i also bought a cup of CORN for only him.

haha.

cause he love it!

huhu.

ouhya!

not forgetting some puffs of chewy junior.

his parents love it!

haha.

nxt time i'll try to buy more for him n his family.

EZAPIZ

funny

2009-06-11T06:31:00.000-07:00

just now go to school..class takde
take attendance ony..haha
then laen2 lagi...
go out mit SAYANG ..play guitar..
then go lib blaja..suddenly
go librian came look at us then look at
the pink fon n tot we on lagu, pada2 hal orang depan
yang on..i laught..my sayang cubit me..hahah
tatz it..haha..now at home..
bye2

Ezapiz

2009-06-04T09:15:00.000-07:00

U reali teach me alot..
n i mean alot AYANG..i thank u for tat..
tat wat i can write here..the rest in my otak
n ati..hehe..da i wanna sleep..bye2

Ezapiz

2009-06-02T14:42:00.002-07:00

long time no blog huh..hee
yesterdae go out wif sayang..
i went to print my assignment at wdln.
then go lib lend book..i started reading for the
first time..hee
i send her home then i go home..k da...if got
more exciting story i write here..hah
bye

Ezapiz

penat2.haha

2009-05-20T07:26:00.000-07:00

mati mati tentu mati
.just now kat skola got
cca-oac...very tiring u knoe haha...
u see my sayang post kat bawa tuu...very caring right?haha
mane bleh dapat mataer swit mcm gini kan
hehehe..well
tats all..hehe..i dunt knoe wat to write lagi
except for i realli miss my DARLING..
hehhe
bye

ezApiz

2009-05-20T01:27:00.000-07:00

he edited this.

nice right? :D

huhu.

erm..

soon,

he'll be going out for his OAC.

to kelantan for a week.

i'll be missing him so damn much.

but watever it is.

my only job is to hope that he'll be alright there.

have fun and enjoy the trip!

i'll wait here with pupu. :)

I think that's a big opportunity for him.

As he'd not been anywhere for such a long time.

And i have no right to stop him from going.

because me myself want him to enjoy himself.

i'll giv him something before he go for the trip.

for him to bring along.

take care sayang..

p/s: I LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH HAFIZ

EZAPIZ

:D

2009-05-19T23:00:00.000-07:00

i dont mind lah syg.

wednesday is your long day.

im not angry at all.

not to worry.

hehe.

you need a lot of rest before you go to school.

if not you'll be damn exhausted.

i know.

hehe.

no need to wait.

no need for sorrys.

you want to sleep, just go on.

don't force yourself to be awake.

no need to msg or call.

i'll know it myself.

i know you syg.

so no worries okae.

take care BIE!

hees~

EzaPiz

y??

2009-05-19T09:22:00.000-07:00

there is one ting tat
i realli regret doing..
is tat fall asleep while waiting for my
darling to kol me back..i tak sengaje
to fall asleep..i hope u understand..i try my best already
bt i knoe its not good enough..i just feel lyke koling u back
but i knoe ur about to sleep..i reali miss u
darling..hope to see u soon syg..tc n eat tau

ezapiz

well

2009-05-18T00:35:00.000-07:00

Well..now i
knoe y i pening dari tadi...i tesalah cakap at her..
i tak berani nak blang to her tadi on the fon
bt i can write in here..
i currently at asyrap bhan house..heh..
rest jap pening beb..
b4 going to tamp mall..ikot asyraf buat bende earpiece dier..
hehe....u make sure eat tau sayang..
wen i reach home i online again...n eat..probably malam..
now no money..hehe
kk tc bye2..

ezapiz

170509

2009-05-17T23:38:00.000-07:00

OUR SIMPLE DAY.

gerek

2009-05-17T09:32:00.000-07:00

Helo again..hehe
todae was a great dae wif my DARLING..haha
well firstly i woke up at 11..ader miss call by her..
haha..then i kol her back la..haha
after tat mit her was abit susah cause tak tau kat
daerah my house or bedok
int..sooo..at last dapat mit her..i reali miss her lepas lame
tak dapat jumpe her n msg her...
There some pic taken..hmmm..maybe ltr she put the pic here..hehe
btw i is a wonderful dae wif u sayang
lagi-lagi wen kite pakai baju relax2 je..haha..i wif my seluar pendek
n my baju bola,n her wif her baju pink n idk how to spell
thights->btol tak?..hahahah..n dunt for get pupu..haha...
tats all..peace..hehe

LOVE U ALOT DEAR!!

EZAPIZ

haiyo

2009-05-15T22:25:00.000-07:00

I dun knoe who has taken my
sayangs mood away..she reali binggit about it..
she even does not want to talk
about it to me..nvr mind ..i just want her to tel me now because i
dont want her to keep her prob to her self...
i already hapie to mit her todae.da siap2..haiz
i reali miss her..my mood also cange..
bt im easily okae just by resting or play guitar..
i dun knoe about her..
take care syg!!

eza

2009-05-15T16:55:00.000-07:00

okae.

first. about this pic.

I know it's damn simple.

haha.

But my sayang asked me to.

I took pupu's picture and send it to him.

But he wants my picture too.

So i took this picture with pupu on the spot,

and download it.

haha

And despite of me being damn ugly and simple.

He says that he love this picture.

OMG!

haha.

But i accept that comment still.

huhu

LOVE AWAK BANYAK BANYAK TAUU!!

EZAPIZ

2009-05-15T09:21:00.000-07:00

WEll...todae not bad...
go skola got maths test....susah
but managable
haha
anyway...after tat go eat then balik get ready
for OAC..muahaha..
gerek bt tiring..abeh got kena mud lagi
rabakzzz....haha..then balik at about 8.30..waited for my DARLING to msg..
i realli miss her ALOT..she said tat she want to help me financially,bt
nvr mind...lets see who help who...i guess i help her..muahhahah
peace out..hehe

140509

2009-05-14T01:56:00.000-07:00

This month is my WORSE MONTH EVER!

Facing mountains of problems.

Stacking one onto another.

woish!

First, do not have money to pay exam fees.

then, school pocket money.

then, my mobilephone line had been cut.

then, no value in my ezlink card.

so i have to walk wherever i have to go n save money.

but still. it's not enough.

so by hook or by crook

i have to really save.

then today.

i LOST my wallet.

luckily there's no valubles inside.

except for my younger bother's ezlink card.

and now i have to save money to buy him a new one.

And if possible,

Work after my mid-year had ended.

To get money and pay my bills.

Hopefully this problems won't stop me

from helping my guy financially.

I'll do as what i've promised him on his special day.

hehe.

CAAAYYYYAAANNGGG AWAK!! :D

Ezapiz

bored

2009-05-13T05:18:00.000-07:00

hey2..todae was reali boring
hehe...my darling hp line kene potong..sedih pe..hard to contact.
btw..at school-
get ezlink card
main psp
blaja maths..tats all
at home-
edit pic..haha...look at the pic on top..
lawa tak?haha

lepakz

2009-05-10T04:52:00.000-07:00

Hey2..
todae nothing much..hehe...woke up...msg n cal my DARLING
...cari makan..bt takde..haiyo...lapar..then msg zid-bustam..hehheehe.
he came over to bedok from tamp,welll he got concession card mah.
can go anywhere he want..haha
then reach my rumah..bt i haven bathe at 2 pm agak nye..haha
nv mind...then go eat at daerah my place...lepak..then jalan
gi bedok int. see kedai...got tis one kedai sell
baju adidas murah beb..haha...n oso the type of shirt tat my DARLING want to pakai..haha
then takde keje go lid n cash converter...play wif the guitar there..haha
then mendak..balik to my blok..
lepak...again..then balik at 6.30 lyke tat..haha
till now..ahha..btw..i didnt get to see my DARLING cause
shes bz wif smth..haha
tats all folks..peace

EZAPIZ

eza

2009-05-08T03:52:00.000-07:00

Nothing much today..

Im juz happy that my guy at last was able to go for his practical and cca after buying his shoes.

I want to sorry him for not being able to help him much financially.

But i'll try to help him as much as i can whenever he needs it.

And thanks for all the sweet posts that you've posted. :D

I LOVE U ALOT ALOT TOO SAYANG..

By the way,

just now i took my geog and mt paper 2.

1hr 30mins each.

And i managed to finish up the whole paper within an hour.

Then i tought of sleeping while waiting the clock to ticks till 12.

But then, for 5-10 mins,

I checked all my answer scripts then i lay my head down on the table for 5 mins.

And it was SO DAMN BORING lah kan.

So i searched for something for me to play with while waiting.

And so, i took of my couple ring off from my finger and starts to play with it.

I dont't know why but it's kind of fun!

haha.

While playing with it, i realised something.

I've forgotten to reply his msg.

OMG!

I thought of going to the toilet but the time is going to end soon.

So i waited.

Im really sorry dear.

It was not on purpose.

But then i did msg and talk to him on the phone while waiting for the bus.

That's all i can say for today.

I LOVE & MISS YOU ALOT SAYANG! :D

Eza

wat to do...

2009-05-06T09:45:00.000-07:00

Helo2.hahah
todae was kinda fun abit..haha...got to school as per normal...do maths...walau susah giler pe..then other class n makan time...then go class play psp..haha..after school go simei to eat again wif Shaz n Naz n Khai..bt Naz go off dulu...baru nak beli makanan skali teserempak Asyraf n joey..ahha.
eat2 then i went off wif asyraf n joey to bedok n blaja
daerah my place..hehe..study play guitar n eat keropok..haha
after eat keropok batok2 lagi..haha
Joey msg my Sayang..haha...dun knoe wat then talk about..then talk too Syg...she ask me go chalet...haiz....haha...i dunt want bt she say plz..haiya...wat to do..i tot of miting her..then ade la..tats all i can tel..haha..i talk to asyraf...laught2 n bbl merepek..haha'
then off to balik..tried too call Syg...bt tinks she sleeping...nvr mind..hehe...
tats all bebeh,peace

EzaPiz

tis dae

2009-05-05T04:14:00.000-07:00

Fuhh...todae was a tiring dae...haha...nth much happen...
came 20 min late bt cikgu tak perasan cause my friends is all around my
maths teacher..then i go inside diam2
haa...
then go eat wif isnan at cafe 1..the rest go eat at cafe 2..
then lepak at school forum..then firman just came school for practical class
then the rest came
then teman firman makan..haha..while the rest go to class dulu..
go class buat practical...
then balik chat wif my sayang...MISS HER man...
really miss her..heee...right now at 7.20 chatting wif her at msn..haha..how wish i could mit her..haiz....see u soon sayang

EzApIz

Yea

2009-05-04T08:29:00.000-07:00

hmmm....todae nth much...hehe...go to school..school at 8 bt i reach skola at 8.45..haha gi skola nth to do..ahha...lepak...main psp...i win Zul man..haha..aftewr tat blaja sikit then P.E...some games..haa...after tat alll, go mit my SAYANG..hehehe...go eat at KFC at WDLN,go blaja...btw sorie lbt sikit syg..haha..i study maths bt stenga jalan malas then help her malay n eng..haha...then antar alik n i go home..tats all...hah

EzApIz.. :]

YAWWWW

2009-05-01T20:05:00.000-07:00

One more ting..hahaha....lupe nak letak....sooo we went to hendersen waves....it was damm high..hahha...lepak wif my syg n my friends til at 8....eat chat take pic..hahaha....maybe laen kali i want to ajak my ite friends there....hahaha

2009-05-01T19:41:00.000-07:00

haha...i like tis pic...hahha....kkkk....sooo wat u tink about yesterdae eza.....gerek kan sayang.....semue giler2...hahaha....hope u have fun yesterdae......dunn sad2 lagi.....hahha....tc...Love u alot2...muahahhah.....kalau laen kali kite free i ajak u pegi tempat laen2 n gerek2 jgk..hahaha

dayout!

2009-04-30T17:40:00.001-07:00

Today im going out with Apiz and his friends.
I can't wait to meet him!

& one thing.
i don't know how his friends would react

& how i would react when i meet his friends.

PHEW!
scary but yet can't wait to meet them!
huhu
Hope i can make his and his friends day today.
:D
Wish me luck!
hehe.

Eza

2009-04-28T20:37:00.000-07:00

Now, we've reached our 3rd month anniverary on e 27th. :D
Time did really flies.
I want to thank Apiz for being such a GREAT boyfriend.
He really understands me despite in any situation.
Thank you for everything sayang..
I really appriciate every single thing that you've done for me..
I hope our relationship will last longer than forever dear..
& do remember the phrase;

KAU SEGALANYA UNTUK KU...

Yours Truly,

Eza

well...haha

2009-04-28T04:01:00.000-07:00

Nth much today..haha...just a normal boring dae...except wen it rain..haha....play ngan rain sikit...haha....btw...just now maths classs,sudenly i feel tat i miss my sayang EZA...haiz...then the rest of the dae sit eat n sit again..haha...then until 2 got practical class....didnt buy boot, at 3 to 4 i n my friend balik...cause boring sgt....haha...bt i still mising her la....hee

2009-04-27T05:25:00.000-07:00

Ade LaGI...At Last Kite dA tiGE BulaN BERsaME..haha..I hArap KIte DapAt BerSAme lAgi lame daRi selaME lAme nye....like wat u say..haha

Baek uh!!

2009-04-27T05:19:00.000-07:00

Thankieu Dear foR LoViNg Me alL tIs TiMe.....i LoVe u SoO MucH
N LaGi sATu....ThaNks FoR bUat BlOg FoR uS..haha...BT u AjAr mE uH...Soo WeN i Da ExPeRt, nAnti u Tak Yah sTrEss2 uAt bLog...hahahha..BYe tc..PeACe..